Fighting The Giant of Mediocre

In the end I didn’t find the drama. It has been gone far away. I was too late, i guess there was no drama in the first place after all. I’ve tried too replaced it though, in many ways, but still those efforts can’t replace it.
Whose fault, then? Nobody. Or I could say, Me, myself. I haven’t got “the aura” or “the charm” of telling people what is exactly that I want. Too many compromises to those –not so good after all- people. Oh how I’m so sick of it.
Tired. Upset. Sad.
It is so true that fighting the giant of mediocre is not easy…