Friday, May 08, 2009

Space Launches As You’ve Never Seen Them Before


Shuttle launches undoubtedly affect the environment, both directly with their emissions and indirectly through the energy expenditure of manufacturing propellants and parts. However, this pales in comparison with the amount of pollution caused around the clock by air travel. What’s more, each launch is part of the bigger picture that is space exploration, the long-term benefits of which may far outweigh its costs as we overcrowd our small planet. We leave you with a shot of the soon-to-be defunct Space Shuttle Atlantis launching at sunset, the shadow of its plume, cast across the sky, intersecting with the rising full moon.

Apparently, the amount of shuttle fuel consumed in one of these launches is equivalent to just two minutes of gasoline consumption in the US in a day. The exhaust gas of the main engines is furthermore made up of water vapour and so does not harm the atmosphere. There are still carbon emissions to consider, and the solid fuel propellants used produce clouds that could impact on the local environment. Still, many other human activities have such effects and that plume is not as damaging as people might suspect.

This next humdinger depicts Atlantis’s sister Space Shuttle Endeavour as it races into space on an International Space Station assembly mission in 2008. The spectacle was captured from the Florida waterfront by an amateur photographer, though he should consider himself something of a pro after taking this shot. More a pillar of smoke than a fiery arc, the glow amidst the encroaching darkness and almost tornado-like formation of the plume are nonetheless tremendously beautiful. You wonder whether the reason these photos are so striking is that the spacecraft themselves aren’t in them.
Check out the one above. It’s another stunner. According to NASA’s website: “Birds don’t fly this high. Airplanes don’t go this fast. The Statue of Liberty weighs less. No species other than human can even comprehend the event. The launch of a rocket bound for space inspires awe and challenges description.” Nice words to accompany an even nicer image. What is it that so challenges description? The Space Shuttle Atlantis, lifting off to drop by on the International Space Station in 2001. It’s a case of blink and you’ll miss it with Atlantis, which is due to be retired in 2010.

Oh. My. Golly. What a shot. Taken in 1998, this awesome image shows NASA’s Lunar Prospector spacecraft shooting into the sky above Cape Canaveral, riding an Athena II rocket. Destination is in sight. Captured in time exposure, the fiery launch tail forms an arch in the foreground, while the moon, near its first quarter phase, looks on, some 250,000 miles away. Prospector will cover the distance in about 5 days. Prepare for blast-off as we explore stunning photos of space launches and wonder what it all means from an environmental point of view.

The Prospector mission carried an array of instruments to map the surface composition and other facets of the Earth’s only natural satellite. The results improved our understanding of the Moon’s origin, evolution and resources, yet we still managed to make our mark there in what some might see as a slightly bungling and absurd manner. From its orbital vantage point, just 63 miles above the Moon’s surface, Prospector was deliberately crashed into a crater near the lunar south pole in a failed attempt to detect the presence of water. Maybe it was worth a shot.

Tuesday, May 05, 2009

Friday, May 01, 2009

Here, Now

Wipe the tears
stop crying please
Hate to see his love hurting you

Yes, you made yourself cry
Because I know I won’t
for happy ones I will

Let’s heal you, princess
Allow yourself
consent me to try
It’s time

Embrace
Not the irony
Not the paradox,
but the love

Just the love

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Gombal Undur Diri

Akhirnya
Akhirnya
Dari semua gombalan
Dari semua yang termakan gombalan
Ada satu
Cuma satu
Yang membuat gombalangombalanku
Tak lagi bualan

Nite Shadow

by Burat & Wury


Blinded star sparkling eye

lies beneath the stormy sky

Warmth wind kisses chill

Isn't it true that you are here?


Flies flapping lies flying

all becomes the words dying

Clinking through snapping glasses

Still I should believe without cause?


For I have thought a million think

For I have flown a million wings

Share the love ignored them

Where you are therefore I am

Monday, April 27, 2009

How far?

Wonder me wonders
How far far away
you your soft lips
and sad sad eyes
have to be
for me yes me
to stop loving you?

Friday, April 24, 2009

Kelam Mendua

Kelam tak perlu merintih kan? Tak perlu menyanyat? Tak perlu sakit.

Kelam itu berirama. Bernada. Bersuara indah.

Mungkin.

Mungkin juga karena kelam bersuara dua.

Lihat, lihat.

"Lihat kanan kiri kita, sayang!"

"Iya, mereka iri melihat kita."

"Bukan. Mereka tahu kau tak mencintaiku"

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Love is not love is love is not love is love

Must not show how much affection,
only ought to show how much could hold it up

Don't say how much missing the companion,
screaming it at a perfect distant

Should not be addicted though you've become zealous,
keep it dull but honest

Never ever ask "what's wrong" whenever she's wondering,
just shut up and keep driving

Is it that hard to love her as they say?

Really?

Monday, March 30, 2009

Thinking of who?

It's easier to sleep than to find someone who you really connect with.

So I guess these sleepless nights definitely a good thing ;)

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

"Do you think being miserable makes you a better, smarter person than the others?"

Nope.

It just makes you a miserable person.

Menerima Bahwa Sudah Takluk

Memalukan, tapi melegakan

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Waktuku Waktumu

sabtu-sabtu
ada aku, kamu
lalu kamu, aku
lima waktu

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Burat, You Are Lively and Courageous
You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous.
You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.
Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.


Kalau mau coba: http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyournameshiddenmeaningquiz/

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

An Old Letter

A friend told me that I shouldn't use too much logic, especially in relationship, any relationships. Just follow the heart, enjoy the love. "Oh yeah? Why?" I asked. "Your logic makes you a jerk."

I ignored her. I don't believe her. And then I found this in one of my old journals back in 2005. I still remember this girl because I was staying at her place when my best friend had a bad car accident. She made me stay in bed, but I left her in the morning without saying goodbye. Never talk to her since, only sent this letter a week after I left her.

Hi there. How’s everything going? I can’t sent email to that pi*&%$d..something of yours, always bounced back, so I’m sending you this.

An apology. For being jerk. I’m sorry.

No...i’m not saying we’re on the same side now, I just feel I need to say it.

I guess that’s that...I said it. Bye.

I mean it, it's a real goodbye for you.

Burat


Oh don't worry, this girl is married now.
But see? I shouldn't follow my heart, should I? Hehe...

So It's True

No matter how she amazed or inspired by those places that she have been or to the next ones, he refuses to be one of them.

He truly wants to be the one where she always go home to.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Me and A Mysterious Blue Riding Hood at Kelimutu

Sunday morning on top of Kelimutu I saw her.


She distracted me from the beautiful sunrise above the blue and the green lake. “Who is she?” I asked myself.


So I walked toward her. But she went down. “Why? Was she trying to avoid me or flirt with me?”


Carefully I reached out for her. Too bad she moves in blink! One time she’s close, another time she’s a stranger from a faraway land. Was she toying with me? What’s her game here? I rather leave.


But maybe it was not a game. Only a matter of time. So after I cleaned up any hassle and bad intentions, I went up to her with only honesty. Screaming for a second chance.


She let me in. Then in such time my curiosity became amusement. I started to believe that she’s a goddess. God, I’m addicted to her.


I managed to get close to her. Sadly, she still wouldn’t look at me. Clueless, I am.


But then she whispered,”I was hurt, real bad. Please don’t get too close too fast. Immortals are so easy to get hurt by mortals. Let us get to know each other through our shadows.”


Her whisper surely worked like an angelical voice that spellbind me. Zap! We were kissing. My shadow and hers. Millions of passionate kisses flew by. By just, my affection run through her. I said to myself,”I promise I won’t hurt you”


But, alas! Kissing her shadow passionately could broke her purity that she had been protecting. So, still I did hurt her. Unintentionally. Because I didn't know before. Thank God she stopped me. Or else I won’t be able to forgive myself. Ever.














My muse, please forgive my soul.

Friday, March 06, 2009

Pulp Talk #2

[+] Bwahahahaha…[-] Kok ngakak sih loe? [+] Beneran ke sono? [-] Iya, gw dah issue tiketnya [+] BwaBwahahahahahahaha…[-] Stop laughing, you idiot! [+] Okay, okay, loe ngapain ke sana? [-] Ya jalan-jalan [+] Heh? Traveling gitu? No way! [-] Yes, waaaay [+] Ok, wait. Dia di sana ya? [-] Humm…he-eh. [+] Bwaahahahahahahahaha…bwahahahahahahaaah…bwahahahahahahahaha…

Tut…tut…tut…

[+] Kok loe tutup sih? [-] Ketawa loe berisik [+] Sori, sori abis lucu bgt. [-] Palelu lucu. Lucu darimane? [+] Alasan pergi loe itu lucu banget. [-] Apanya yang lucu sama alasan pengen jalan-jalan? [+] Alaaahh, basi loe. We’ve known each other like what, more than ten years? I do know pretty much about you, you bastard. [-] What??!! [+] Ok, gini deh, loe selalu bilang orang pergi traveling cuma ada dua alasan, dia lagi nyari jawaban yang emang dia belum tahu jawabannya atau dia udah tahu jawabannya tapi nggak bisa nerima itu jawabannya makanya dia nyari lagi yang ampe kapanpun nggak akan nemu juga. Iya kan? [-] Ok…? [+] Nah loe ini bikin jalur baru, loe ke sana menjemput c#n$%

Tut…tut…tut…

[+] Eh ngepet kok ditutup lagi? [-] Dan gw akan lakuin lagi kalo loe ngomong aneh-aneh lagi. [+] Hehehe…itu beneran tahu [-] Nah, nah kan mulai… [+] Ok, tunggu, dengerin dulu. Menurut pengalaman gw satu dekade lebih jadi bahan celaan elo, biasanya kalo dianya lagi pergi, loe pasti nanyain stock-stock gw [-] Eh itu elo kali, kalo bini loe lagi mabur. [+] Iye, itu dia. Dalam hal ini kita sama banget. Mana pernah loe mau repot, mending ngepot di sini ama yang laen bukan? Huehehehe…[-] So, point loe adalah…??? [+] Humm…Gw ada selalu di sini buat elo man

Tut…tut…tut…

[+] Kuprett!! [-] Lah ya serem gw, loe jadi homo gitu [+] Sialan. Maksud gw, loe pergi gih, dengan apa pun alasan loe. Trus kalo ada apa-apa, misalnya loe quoteunquote karam atau quoteunquote kandas, kasih tahu gw aja. Biar gw line-up stock barunya,hehe... [-] Eh, dodol, kalo gw karam atau kandas mana bisa gw ngas— oh, ok makanya karam atau kandasnya pake tanda kutip…humm…ok abis ini gw SMS-in nomor baru gw, yang harusnya dia doank yang tahu, soalnya di sana nomor lama gw mungkin nggak dapet jaringan. [+] Ok, sip. [-] Sip.

Tut…tut…tut…

Monday, March 02, 2009

Bavaria vs Heineken

Baru tahap pertama perang.

Bavaria, brand bir dari Belanda buat spoof dari iklan Heineken "Walk in Fridge" yg dikeluarin Heineken bulan Desember.

Kita tunggu balasan dari Heineken seperti apa...




Thursday, February 26, 2009

Lucky

Tiba-tiba kepengen banget bisa nyanyiin lagu ini. I know it's gonna be very very very hard, so please bear with me guys...Which version gonna close to mine ya....Is it this one?


Or this one?


My money is on this one:


But I really don't mind performing it duet with Pia :)


or with her ;)


Better start practicing...

Friday, February 20, 2009

Pulp Talk #1

Tulisan berikut hasil obrolan sampah-menyampah teman saya dengan teman dari temannya teman sepupu saya sahabat dari temannya teman teman saya. Pokoknya kalau kita ketemu dan kamu bertanya siapa, pasti saya kasih tahu mereka siapa, dan kalau kamu baik mungkin saja saya liatin foto mereka di facebook ;p. Saya juga sudah minta izin untuk memposting rangkuman percakapan mereka di sini.

Apabila kamu menyebabkan orang yang sudah bertahun-tahun setia, selingkuh, kira-kira karma apa yang kamu dapatkan? Diselingkuhin berkali-kali?

Pastinya! Tapi bukan itu aja, di saat kamu kira rentetan pengkhianatan itu sudah akan berakhir, hal itu akan terjadi lagi. Dan lagi. Kamu akan jadi orang paling bodoh sedunia. Tapi hikmahnya adalah (Hah? Masih ada hikmahnya? Dasar Jawa!-Red1) (Ah loe juga Jawa!-Red2) (eh apa tadi? Oya hikmah…–pen) kamu menjadi agak kebal. Tidak mudah ambruk karena patah hati.

Berarti jadi sakti nggak akan sakit?

Nope. Sakit sih teteup. Dendam juga ada. Tapi gini ya, misalnya di saat kita bener-bener jatuh cinta sama seseorang, kan pasti tiap sudut kota penuh dengan kenangan manis. Cuman begitu putus, itu kota jadi neraka, tiap-tiap sudutnya jadi najis rasanya. Nah, karena agak kebal itu, sudut-sudut kota itu rasanya jadi manis-manis asem gitu. Cuman emang kalau udh kebas banget, enaknya tiap sudut itu kamu bisa tiban sama kenangan manis dengan orang yang baru.

Wah, biar karma, tapi enak donk ngalamin rasa yang beda-beda?

Indeed. Hehe...

Sepertinya karma yang menarik.

Cuman kita tahu yang menarik pasti membahayakan, sumber sakit yang dalam. Begitu juga yang ini, karena karma bikin orang yang sebelumnya setia dari bayi selingkuh amatlah panjang. Kamu dibuatnya tidak bisa lagi mencintai seseorang sepenuh hati. Kamu pikir kamu bisa, tapi sebenarnya tidak. Sebagian dari hatimu tetap akan kosong, berharap untuk diisi oleh dia yang dulunya sangat setia itu.

Jadi menghindarkan karmanya bagaimana?

Kemungkinan besar tidak akan bisa (Karma gitu lho, pliss deh-pen). Tapi menguranginya bisa, perlu keikhlasan dari orang yang kamu buat selingkuh, beserta pasangannya. Kamu kan nggak tahu pasangan selingkuh kamu mengaku ke pasangannya seperti apa, bisa saja dia menuduh kamu yang mendekati dan suka padanya dan dia mengaku biasa saja (ada di kitab ngeles kalau ketahuan selingkuh surat ke-6 atau 7 kalau nggak salah). Intinya semua harus jujur dan terbuka dulu lalu memaafkan dengan ikhlas.

PR banget!!!

Yup, makanya kemungkinan besar karma itu pasti terjadi.

Tapi merasakan yang berbeda-beda lebih tempting daripada sepenuh hati mencintai sama satu orang ya?

Betul dan kebanyakan orang juga memilih itu. Putus dan cerai mulai menggeser happily ever after marriage yang berada di jalur mainstream. Jadi beruntunglah mereka yang bisa mencintai apalagi dicintai oleh seseorang dengan sepenuh hati. Karena mereka makhluk langka.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Floating

Semuanya gamang melayang tidak menjejak tidak terpegang serba tidak pasti sulit untuk menikmati harusnya terus mensyukuri demi kesederhanaan kedamaian bukan matinya harapan keluarga? Yang mana? Selamatkan sebelum atau bangun yang selanjutnya? Mana yang utama dua-duanya bagaimana bisa harus terus seimbang tidak berat sebelah tetap di tengah jangan terbawa ke kiri ke kanan terus percaya kuat usaha doa mencintai dikhianati sakit sembuh jatuh bangun kehilangan memulai dari awal jangan takut tak ada yang abadi tak ada yang terus ada semua sementara nikmati selagi ada selagi bersama positif positif buang malas hindarkan waktu percuma gunakan semaksimal semampunya kumpulkan kuatkan energi jaga ketenangan ingat imbang fokus yakin you are the world to a person to your family to you you’re big you’re great don’t let anyone say you are not, especially yourself.

Monday, February 09, 2009

Addicted

To someone I hardly know. Someone that could cause me a tremendous pain.

Someone I love.

U.

-- Post From My iPhone

Wednesday, February 04, 2009

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

The Wheel of History

Will I say yes?


-- Post From My iPhone

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

What’s Your Klan?

Sepak terjang klan BB, Ai Fung dan Eji semakin seru. Terlihat dari jumlah pengikut dari ketiganya yang terus melonjak.

Mengapa tiga klan ini bisa lebih eksis dibandingkan klan lain seperti P1 Soner yang berangsur musnah?

BB
Idiom waktu saya kuliah “We cannot not communicate” sepertinya cocok bagi para pengikut klan Blackberry Bold. Di mana saja (sesuai kemampuan jaringan kartu SIMnya) pengikut klan ini dapat berkomunikasi dan menjelajah internet dengan mudahnya. A total mobile communication solution.

Namun pertanyaannya adalah, sudah siapkah mengabdi sejauh itu kapada sebuah alat? Seorang master Zen akan berkata bahwa kita selalu berkomunikasi dengan siapa dan apa pun kapan saja, bahwa kita selalu terkoneksi satu sama lain, tanpa perlu alat.

Niscaya, alat yang berfungsi menghubungkan dengan mudah, pada kenyatannya menjauhkan jarak hubungan antar manusia yang sesungguhnya.

Eji
Berasal dari perguruan tua bernama Nokia, Eji dibekali jurus pamungkas, yaitu kemudahan mobile internet. Membuka email, menyimpan attachment, membuat dan mengirim attachment hingga membuat website dengan mudah di mana saja. Tapi sayangnya, jurus pamungkasnya masih kalah mematikan bila bertarung dengan klan BB. Bahkan melawan Ai Fung saja mereka keteteran karena kurang variasi pada aplikasinya.

Rasanya mereka bisa ini itu, tapi ternyata ya cuma segitu.


Ai Fung
Memiliki banyak sekali jurus pamungkas. Pengikutnya tidak perlu lagi membeli iPod, PSP, bahkan GPS. Kesemuanya pasti dikuasai bagi pengikut klan ini, bahkan pengikut Ai Fung tingkat tinggi dapat mengubahnya menjadi mouse atau mengusai laptop dengan kemampuan remote. Jurus-jurus Ai Fung menjadikan pengikutnya autis dengan kemampuan-kemampuan ajaib.

Sayangnya masih banyak yang ragu menjadi pengikut klan ini, karena Ai Fung bukanlah aliran resmi yang diakui di negeri ini. Dianggap sebagai aliran ilegal. Meski sebenarnya dasar ketetapan legal atau tidaknya bukanlah benar atau salah, tapi laba dan kepentingan semata.

So, what's gonna be? Be bold, just open emails, or live lively as a prodigy?

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

About "The Apple..." Proverb

It would be easier to know the answer of our life’s questions, if we had known our parents answers to theirs.

Friday, October 31, 2008

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Heartless

You got two
Therefore I got none

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Mengapa?

Trus kenapa?

Sebuah alasan yang telah dijelaskan namun tetap menimbulkan ketidakjelasan berarti tetap membutuhkan jawaban. Dan ketika jawaban tersebut kembali membutuhkan penjelasan, apakah pertanyaan awal yang menanyakan alasan masih perlu dipertanyakan?

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Untung

Aneh banget pagi-pagi
Ada satu anak STPDN
Nggak sok, tapi percaya diri
Jalannya cepat nggak ngerem-ngerem

Mukanya serius ngomongnya becanda
Nyuruh-nyuruh pulang
Padahal bilang selamat datang

Untung tak jadi bertanya
“Kapan lulus dari Jatinangor?”
Bisa-bisa balik ke desa itu lagi
jadi dosen penunggu gaji
Karena ternyata ia Din Sumedi

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Kenapa pindah?

Karena ialah saya pindah ke tempat kerja yang sekarang.

Pertama kali bertemu dengannya sekitar 4 tahun yang lalu di lantai empat Gedung Victoria. Copy buatannya disukai oleh banyak orang. Walaupun bagi saya susu buatannya lah yang paling mantab.

Kini kami bertemu lagi. Belum secara langsung bekerja bersama, tapi setidaknya ada di lantai yang sama. Harapan saya, semoga ia bisa tetap sehat. Tidak seperti beberapa waktu lalu saat ia mengalami kerusakan yang cukup kritis. Beruntung perusahaan sayang kepadanya. Semua urusan pengobatan dibuat lancar.

Mudah-mudahan hari-hari kita ke depan akan lebih seru lagi dari sekarang, Mr. Coffeemaker.

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

Thursday, October 02, 2008

Droga For Obama

Droga5 have thrown their hats in the fierce furnace political election by joining with Sarah Silverman asking Jews to get their butts down to Florida for The Great Schlep.

The Great Schlep aims to have Jewish grandchildren visit their grandparents in Florida, educate them about Obama, and therefore swing the crucial Florida vote in his favor.


The Great Schlep from The Great Schlep on Vimeo.

Monday, September 22, 2008

Libra Man

A man who has no balance like his Zodiac symbol. He is not the gentle, cool, calm and charming guy like what you see. He has another dark side of aggression, stubborn and he likes to start an argument the most. Sometimes he can be so depress and unstable. Up and down like he is trying to balance himself most of the time.

To many people, he is a friendly guy and always smile even when he is mad or up set. His voice always gentle and calm. he always set and comb his hair as if he comes out from a shampoo advertisement. Mostly Libra men are good looking, even the ugly one is charming. When he smiles, it is so bright that the whole world is smiling with him too.

When he is in a balance mood, he is the type of person you want to be with. In other unbalancing mood, he likes to make people argue about something and watching it with fascination and fun. He will wait to be the one who compromise and clear thing up. He likes to be in a conflicting conversation.

Libra man is lazy by nature. After his tired day at work, he likes to sit still and just look out of the window or read quietly. He likes to be in his own world. After recharging his battery, he will be very energetic again and may even take you out that night.

Libra man normally will not do any shocking or abnormal things to be noticed. He likes to be conformed with his crowd, but if you watch him carefully, you will see the different. If he wear a shirt, it will have to be a zipper front instead of buttons, or a special tie bar. There is always something in him that he will not allow totally conformity to take him over.

A straight forward , no non-sense guy. He is careful and delicate in details. He will spent extra time to doing it right, than comes back to correct them later. He hates people who boost, or exaggerate. He does not like over dressed woman or make herself a center of an attention.

He loves to read. He loves poems and loves art. When he works he can work like crazy, but after work he can turn on romantic jazzy music and treat you so gently. He loves to give people advice and normally give a good advice. If you fall for him, you will stay like being trapped in a spider web. If you want to break up with him, he will persuade you a zillion ways to stay and you can not stop him anyway. After he persuade you to stay, or after a big fight, he will be so sweet to you as if he has never hurt your feeling before ever.

He will has his own way to win a girl love and affection. Once she says yes, he will lay back and wonder if he should go on or if he should back out. In his teen, he changed many girl friends because he can not clearly separate loving a friend and loving a girl friend. He will check and re-check if his match is suitable and compatible with him.

Even he is a romantic man, he can hardly understand the emotion of the one he loves. He is a generous guy even he sets his life so systematically. He never knows when he makes you unhappy. He never knows how he up set you. He will never knows what he said wrong. If he is your lover, be prepare for this.

A not so pretty girl with no brain is not his type of woman. If you are not pretty enough, he will not mind talking to you but he does not care to get to know you. Any girls, pretty or ugly can ask for his help, he will be happy to help. He hates to argue by yelling at each other, so you tend to see he argue with his girl friend seriously but try at best to be very quiet.

He likes to have a girl friend by getting to know each other like a friend first. If you want him, you have to like the same thing he does. He prefers a pretty and gentle woman than a smart and ugly woman. You have to understand his mood especially he can has many different moods. He is a private person, so when he needs to be alone better let him be.

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Ternyata Hanya Belum Mau

Entah apa yang memotivasinya, yang pasti ia berhasil mengalahkan ketakutannya.

My mom writes this whole day. Writes my day too.

Keep it going, Mom!

Tidak Ingat? Atau Tidak Mau?

Kurang lebih dua pertiga dari total biaya pendidikan saya adalah hasil kerja keras ibu saya belasan tahun sebagai corporate secretary. Dan tentu saja sebagai seorang sekretaris andalan boss ia banyak mengetik menggunakan komputer.

Pagi ini ia bertanya kepada saya dan adik saya, "Kalau ngetik di laptop nantinya bisa di-print kan?"

Saya sarankan adik saya untuk meminjamkan laptopnya, karena berpikir ibu saya akan lebih mudah beradaptasi dengan laptop pc.

Ternyata tidak.

Dia sudah lupa bagaimana membuat huruf kapital, bagaimana membuat teks menjadi justified, dan hal-hal standar penggunaan Word lainnya.

Saya ingat dulu ketika saya mengetik tugas di rumah seringkali ia mengingatkan untuk memencet control s, tapi sekarang ia kesulitan mencari tombol itu. Kok bisa ya? Kalau kita sudah pernah naik sepeda, kapan pun naik sepeda lagi pasti akan ingat. Tapi mengapa ia tidak? Umur?

Saya rasa tidak. Tebakan saya karena rasa sakit hati yang tersisa sehingga dia menjadi apatis. Karena mengingat kembali cara menggunakan komputer berarti mengingat kembali suasana di kantornya saat itu. Kembali lagi mengingat pengkhianatan anak asuhnya, kembali lagi merasakan penghinaan dan sakit hati.

Siapa juga yang mau merasakan hal seperti itu lagi.

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Independent Thinker

ipersonic. Tahu dari LiaCapri karena kita lagi ada kerjaan bikin tes-tes beginian. Iseng-iseng nyoba kok hasilnya mirip. Seumur hidup baru ada dua tes kepribadian yang cukup tepat. Pertama berdasarkan zodiak (kalau masih ada filenya saya posting di postingan berikutnya deh), dan yang kedua ya yang ini.

Coba juga deh testnya, klik di sini. Jangan lupa buat share hasilnya ya. Ini adalah hasil tes saya.

Independent Thinkers are analytical and witty persons. They are normally self-confident and do not let themselves get worked up by conflicts and criticism. They are very much aware of their own strengths and have no doubts about their abilities. People of this personality type are often very successful in their career as they have both competence and purposefulness. Independent Thinkers are excellent strategists; logic, systematics and theoretical considerations are their world. They are eager for knowledge and always endeavour to expand and perfect their knowledge in any area which is interesting for them. Abstract thinking comes naturally to them; scientists and computer specialists are often of this type.Independent Thinker

Independent Thinkers are specialists in their area. The development of their ideas and visions is important to them; they love being as flexible as possible and, ideally, of being able to work alone because they often find it a strain having to make their complex trains of thought understandable to other people. Independent Thinkers cannot stand routine. Once they consider an idea to be good it is difficult to make them give it up; they pursue the implementation of that idea obstinately and persistently, also in the face of external opposition.

Independent Thinkers are not the type who easily comes out of his shell. Speaking about their emotional life is also not one of their strong points. Anyway, social relationships are not particularly important to them; they are happy with just a few, close friends who find it easy to share their intellectual world. They find it difficult to establish new ties. In love, they need a lot of space and independence but this does not mean that their partner is not important to them. Independent Thinkers often make a cool and reserved impression on others; but this impression is deceptive: they can hardly bear it if people close to them should reject them. They prefer a harmonious, balanced relationship with a partner who shares their interests and with whom they can realise their visions.

Adjectives which describe your type

introverted, theoretical, logical, planning, rational, independent, intellectual, self-confident, analytical, structured, dogged, witty, resolute, self-critical, visionary, inventive, independent, unsociable, reserved, nonconformist, quiet, visionary, honest, demanding, hardworking.

These subjects could interest you

art, jazz, classical music, science fiction, computer, drawing/painting, spiritual matters, meditation, handicraft, writing, strategic games, politics.

Cita-cita

Setelah punya rumah, apa cita-citamu? Kecil saja:
ingin bisa sampai rumah saat senja supaya saya
dan senja sempat minum teh bersama di depan jendela.

Ah cita-cita. Makin hari kesibukan makin bertumpuk, uang makin banyak maunya, jalanan macet, akhirnya pulang terlambat. Seperti turis lokal saja, singgah menginap di rumah sendiri buat sekedar melepas penat.

Terberkatilah waktu yang dengan tekun dan sabar membangun sengkarut tubuhku menjadi rumah besar yang ditunggui seorang ibu.
Ibuwaktu berbisik mesra: "Sudah kubuatkan sarang senja di bujur barat tubuhmu.
Senja sedang berhangat-hangat di dalam sarangnya."

(Joko Pinurbo, 2003)

Sunday, September 14, 2008

secretly in love

kebetulan melakukan yang sama terlalu sering terjadi, begitu juga yang berlawanan yang menghasilkan keutuhan. padahal saya tidak percaya dengan kebetulan.

saya tidak kenal dia, dan sebaliknya. tapi kami berada di dunia yang sama, dunia di mana hanya kami sendiri yang dapat hidup di dalamnya, yang sama-sama kami cintai dengan cara kami sendiri-sendiri.

I've been watching your world from afar
I've been trying to be where you are
And I've been secretly falling apart
Unseen
To me, you're strange and you're beautiful
You'd be so perfect with me
But you just can't see
You turn every head but you don't see me

I'll put a spell on you
Before You'll fall asleep
When I put a spell on you
And when I wake you I'll be the first thing you see
And you'll realize that you love me

...

(strange and beautiful by aqualung)

unedited blog

Selama ini, saya selalu memberikan waktu lebih untuk setiap postingan di blog ini. Ditulis, didiamkan, diedit, ditulis ulang, diedit lagi, dst sampai akhirnya "ya udahlah, cuma buat blog ini" dan akhirnya tulisan pun diposting.

Makanya jumlah postingan di blog ini cukup lama bertambahnya. Dan setelah saya membaca-baca lagi, nggak bagus-bagus amat juga tulisan-tulisannya.

Kadang saya merasa, ini tulisan gw nih, kok gini? Atau kok gini ya jadinya, maksud awalnya kan bukan ini? Dan lain sebagainya. Bottom line, bogus.

Orang Indonesia banget ya saya, maunya bagus malah jadinya bogus.

Karena itu, mulai sekarang saya mau ubah cara saya menambah postingan, tanpa edit. Maafkan kalau ternyata nantinya banyak typo atau grammar yang salah, tapi semoga dengan begitu keaslian pemikiran dan maksud dapat tersampaikan dengan benar, tanpa pretensi.

Monday, September 08, 2008

Ugh...

Tuesday, August 05, 2008

Listening What You Are Saying

Saat membeli produk yang iklannya kita yang bikin selalu menyenangkan. Menanyakan pertanyaan padahal kita sudah tahu jawabannya, lalu mengeluarkan anak-anak pertanyaan yang terkadang dikejutkan dengan jawaban-jawaban baru.

Pagi ini saya membeli Kartu Flazz BCA untuk pertama kalinya (padahal iklannya sudah mau masuk tahap ke-3). Sebenarnya tidak ada niatan khusus untuk membelinya. Tujuan utama adalah mencairkan deposito. Nah, selama saya dilayani, CSO (customer service officer) di meja sebelah sedang melayani nasabah yang mau membeli Kartu Flazz. Saya pun pasang kuping panjang sambil melirik dari ujung mata.

CSO di sebelah menjelaskan mengenai
produk ke nasabah menggunakan brosur (yang saya dan teman-teman di kantor buat). So far so good. Saya lalu menunggu bagaimana CSO akan menggunakan beberapa kata yang saya inject sebagai signature (baca: keisengan biar semangat ngerjain kerjaannya, hehehe). Dan dia menggunakannya! Hahahaha…

Tapi saya belum puas sampai di situ.
Saya pun meminta penjelasan Kartu Flazz ke CSO yang melayani saya. Ternyata CSO saya itu kayak supervisor atau senior gitu, jadi ia tidak menggunakan brosur sebagai alat bantu. Penjelasannya lebih mengalir dan ketika ia hampir sampai ke signature saya, ia bangun penjelasannya hingga saat ia menggunakannya terasa lebih dramatis. Hebat deh dia.

Saya pun “terbeli”. Proses transaksi terjadi. Tapi maaf nih saya tidak akan memberitahu signature saya. Bisa ribet kalau ketahuan.

Berhubung moodnya lagi enak, saya lalu menyampaikan complain teman saya mengenai Kartu Flazz. Yaitu beberapa merchant memberlakukan minimum pembayaran. Itu kan mematikan fungsi si kartu sebagai pengganti uang receh dan alat praktis biar nggak usah repot berurusan sama uang kembalian. Huh!

Dan karena CSO saya itu jago, ia menangkap itu dan mencatatnya. Ia juga mencari tahu detail masalah seperti merchantnya apa dan adanya di mana.


Saya pun sepertinya segera bisa memberitahu teman saya untuk tidak perlu khawatir dengan masalah minimum pembayaran di merchant langganannya itu.

Monday, August 04, 2008

PostSecret

Semakin susah tersentuh. Semakin susah tergugah. Karena semakin mengerti dan menikmati sakit.

Seorang teman pernah bilang, "Mind works like muscle, abuse it." Sepertinya hal itu berlaku juga buat consience kita.

Dan ini adalah salah satu bentuk latihannya.


Can you tell which one is mine?

See more of them, here

Note:
PostSecret is an ongoing community art project where people
mail in their secrets anonymously on one side of a postcard.

Friday, July 25, 2008

Obama In Berlin

“Will we acknowledge that there is no more powerful example than the one each of our nations projects to the world? Will we reject torture and stand for the rule of law?”

Senator Barack Obama drew a crowd of more than
200,000 in Berlin on Thursday

Begini Seharusnya Puisi

Maria sangat sedih menyaksikan anaknya
mati di kayu salib tanpa celana
dan hanya berbalutkan sobekan jubah
yang berlumuran darah.

Ketika tiga hari kemudian Yesus bangkit
dari mati, pagi-pagi sekali Maria datang
ke kubur anaknya itu, membawa celana
yang dijahitnya sendiri dan meminta
Yesus untuk mencobanya.

“Paskah?” tanya Maria.
“Pas sekali, Bu,” jawab Yesus gembira.

Mengenakan celana buatan ibunya,
Yesus naik ke surga.

"Celana Ibu"
Joko Pinurbo

(2004)

Monday, July 14, 2008

May I Have My Chance, With You?

Cos you know I'm letting you to use yours...

Monday, July 07, 2008

Friday, July 04, 2008

Sakit

Kok sakit di dada nggak hilang-hilang ya? Jantung? Tumor? Yang pasti bukan cuman masuk angin atau salah tidur.

Huff...

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

Tumbuhan dan Hobinya

Saya selalu ingin memanjat gunung. Ingin merasakan sensasi melihat matahari terbit dari puncak gunung dan menikmati hawa yang begitu dingin dan segar. Tapi sayangnya hal tersebut belum pernah terwujud dan ada kemungkinan para tumbuhan akan menyusul saya.

Maksudnya tumbuhan?

Berdasarkan penelitian yang dimulai sejak tahun 1985 di pegunungan daerah Perancis, setiap tahunnya para tumbuhan memanjat gunung setinggi sekitar dua meter.Seperti yang dilakukan sekitar 171 spesies tumbuhan di Western Alps, Pyrenees, dan Massif Central.

Stimulus saya dan para tumbuhan untuk memanjat kurang lebih sama, kami sama-sama “kepanasan”. Terkadang saya merasa hati atau kepala terlalu panas karena hidup di kota yang penuh ketidakberesan. Ditambah dengan pemanasan global yang membuat suhu udara tidak jelas dan jarang terasa nyaman. Kami pun lalu sama-sama mencari temperatur ideal untuk dapat terus menjalani hidup dengan maksimal.

Dari spesies-spesies itu, tumbuhan berumur panjang seperti pepohonan dan semak-semak memang tidak mampu memanjat terlalu tinggi, namun tanaman herba/jejamuan cukup jago. Memulai dari ketinggian air laut pada tahun 1985, kini mereka sudah berada di ketinggian 8.500 kaki (2.600 meter).

Jelas saya sudah tertinggal jauh dari mereka dan sepertinya belum bisa menyusul dalam waktu dekat. Tapi tenang saja, dalam waktu dekat mereka akan tiba di puncak tertinggi dan tidak punya tempat lagi untuk dipanjat.

Sedangkan saya tinggal pindah ke Mars atau jadi ensign di USS Enterprise.

Monday, June 30, 2008

Sibuk Apa?

Karena saya bukan yang jago catching up sama orang, jadi cukup sering saya ditanya seperti itu. Tapi tanpa sadar gara-gara itu saya jadi lebih sering bertanya kepada diri sendiri dengan pertanyaan yang sama.

Sekarang ini, saya dibantu Pakde lagi punya mainan baru, belum resmi diluncurkan karena sedang mencari bentuk yang paling pas.

Thursday, June 26, 2008

Mandalay - Like her


Can’t we talk
Set it right
Can’t we talk
Anymore

All this time
Only you
Nothing more
All this time

It looks like
You won’t be staying round
Given the time
And your mood
You look a lot like her
And you look so like
You won’t be staying around
Here in this half light
You look a lot like her

Is it all
Lost and gone
Could you give
Me some room
Room to be
Room to heal
Worth as much
You will be

It looks like
You won’t be staying round
Given the time
And your mood
You look a lot like her
And you look so like
You won’t be staying around
Here in this half light
You look a lot like her

You decide
What I meant
What is right
You decide
Please believe
I will be
Here for you
I will be

It looks like
You won’t be staying round
Given the time
And your mood
You look a lot like her
And you look so like
You won’t be staying around
Here in this half light
You look a lot like her
(x3)

Monday, June 16, 2008

The Little Rabbits

The Cutest of Three Says Hello



His Black and Brown Sisters Busy



All of Them, Chatting...

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Saya sering bertanya-tanya sendiri kok cewek-cewek kayaknya ribet banget ngurus idupnya. Belum juga nikah, gelisah. Ada gebetan baru, gelisah. Mau ada sale, gelisah. Ribut mulu.

Padahal kan harusnya tingal mikir sebentar. Ok, belum juga nikah kenapa, paling mikir satu dua layer juga sudah ketemu jawabannya. Terus coba jalanin jawabannya sekuat mungkin. Kalau ternyata belum bisa melakukan hari ini ya tinggal lakuin besok. Kalau doa dan usaha sudah maksimal belum juga bisa, kan ketahuan jawabannya kalau belum saatnya. Beres kan?

Trus kenapa keributan itu saya “ributkan” lagi di sini? Karena biasanya kegiatan meributkan itu merembet dan menimbulkan masalah baru. Dulu saya tidak terlalu terganggu karena percaya dengan penelitian yang bilang cewek itu menemukan solusi masalahnya memang saat cuap-cuap. Beda dengan cowok yang memecahkan masalahnya saat menyetir mobil sendirian atau saat buang air besar.

Misalnya ada cewek yang mau married tapi belum yakin sama calonnya. Dia ngajak ngopi satu-satu teman-temannya. Ya yang cewek dan yang cowok. Terus entah kenapa selalu saja yang terjadi adalah penghakimannya kepada teman-temannya yang belum berani berkomitmen. Ujung-ujungnya dia punya masalah baru, susah cari panitia dan pager ayu dan bagus buat pernikahannya.

Dia pun tidak bisa membagi kebahagiaannya itu. Dia menjadi lebih merasa kesepian sebelum menikah.

Anehnya, teman-temannya terus membicarakan si cewek itu setiap kali mereka ketemuan (tanpa ada si cewek tentunya). Setiap kali. Jadi sama-sama nggak penting deh.

Ajaib.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Catatan Pinggirannya Catatan Pinggir

Goenawan Mohamad menulis di majalahnya bahwa jangan-jangan Daniel Plainview sedang berbicara dengan kita,"Akan ada darah...". Sialannya itulah yang saya pikirkan setelah menonton filmnya. Apalagi setelah adegan si pendeta pecah kepalanya. Saya membayangkan hal tersebut akan terjadi di sini (tentu bukan kepala pendeta, tapi pemimpin umat juga tentunya, Anda tebak sendiri).

Kita tahu negeri ini tidak juga berarti di mata dunia. Tapi lebih parahnya lagi, ia semakin tidak berarti bagi yang hidup di dalamnya. Kebodohan yang dipelihara dan jalan manja dan mewah yang terus diperpanjang adalah penyebabnya.

Negara asal Gandhi sang juru damai saja sudah bisa bikin nuklir, lha kok kita masih berantem siapa yang paling benar agamanya. Di hari lahirnya Dasar Negara pula. Kurang bloon apa coba?

Kemiskinan berstruktur memutarbalikkan yang kaya tidak perlu mengeluarkan keringat untuk mendapatkan uangnya sedangkan yang miskin bekerja sampai habis keringatnya pun uangnya bakal segitu-gitunya saja.

Namun hebatnya seorang tukang bakso bersepeda menyempatkan waktu untuk berhenti sejenak dan turun dari sepedanya agar dapat menyelipkan uang seribu rupiah bagi seorang kakek tunanetra peminta-minta. Sedangkan pemilik BMW yang ngebut dan membuat tukang bakso bersepeda jatuh terperosok melarikan diri tidak berani tanggung jawab.

Negeri ini sedang rapuh, serapuh mata ayah saya kemarin siang setelah beberapa bulan tidak pernah bertemu.